For I have nothing to do now. So I blog. Classes supposed to start tomorrow but due to problems with my enrollment and my study plan, therefore I've only enrolled for one subject. That is client and customer relationship management. Three more subjects to be enrolled in, and only tomorrow I can head to uni to get everything checked so that I can be enrolled in my proper classes.
This post might sound familiar, and you've all might have heard/read about it all before, but I just want to do this.
Life. We'll only live it once. We only have one life. And it is full of joyful surprises as well as the occasional disappointments, nightmares and most certainly those rare but certainly painful heartbreaks. So far I'd experienced everyone of those that I mentioned earlier at least once. Those fun times that I spent with everyone, the disappointed feeling when things didn't turn out the way that I hoped it would be, and the heartbreak of losing that very special someone.
Sometimes we can say that our life is unfair. That we do not have enough, that we can have more, that other people have more. That whatever that we want we can never get. Most of the time, we would only look at, we would only focus on the negative, the bad side of things that happens in our lives. We put too much attention in our own shortcomings, that sometimes we neglect, we leave behind, we care less about our achievements. I myself had went through those kind of time, where all I can see is the shortcoming, the downfall, the bad, unhappy side of things. It took me quite a while to get my head straight back again, and I think, I'm not 100% sure but I think, that now I'm no more like that. Let go, checked. Move on, checked. Get over, we'll see about that. I'm not so sure about that myself.
But yeah, nowadays, instead of getting angry or feeling sad, I just don't mind that much. I have my own life to live, and if I were to be angry or mad, to be unhappy or sad, then I will only waste my own life. Each one of us has our own lives, and it is up to each of us on how we decide, how we act, on how we want to live our lives. And I respect every one's choices, if you choose to live it in your own particular way, so be it. I respect your decisions, and I'll gladly help if I'm able to, if any of you are in any kind of trouble.
For me myself, my own life as I know it, I admit, is boring. I'm not the most fun guy to be around with, I'm not the most good looking guy that you'll find, I'm not the most knowledgeable guy that you'll find, I'm not the most talented guy that you'll find either. But this is me, what you see is what you get. And God made me this way, and I accept it. There are room for improvements, and I'm certainly working on that. And now I think I'm starting to live my life. A special friend of mine said to me, and I had phrased it earlier, "We only live once you know." Somewhat along that line. And I agree, and this is my life. I chose to live it this way. And for now, I can say that I am living my life.
God-willing, it will be a long journey, from being that small little baby, to what we our now, and right up to our deathbed. And this is the only chance that you'll get. You can't pause in the middle of your life and decide that you want to restart. This is not a game, this is real, not some codes that are keyed in and programmed to a computer to create a virtual world, this is reality. This is real. And there is no rewind button, or even an undo button for that matter. What's done is done, there will be no way on Earth that we can undo it and redo it in another way.
Those things that we do in the past are experiences, and although what is done can't be undone, we can certainly use those past experiences that we had gained, to make improvements in our future life, in those events, those things, those stuffs that are still to come. Those disappointments, those bad times, take it in, and in the future, make sure to avoid the same mistakes that we had done earlier. Regrets, yes you can have them, but again, it can't be undone. However much you regret about stuffs that you had done in the past, it is still done. Nothing can change it. It will always be there. So yes, you can have regrets, but do not let it take over your life. For then, your true potential, your life's true potential, will not be fulfilled.
So, I know I might babble out of topic sometimes, and that my ideas are not certainly in the right order, that my train of thoughts are not properly aligned, but I am sure all of you can get the gist of what I'm trying to say.
Happy Sunday people, and have fun.
