Reasons why i dislike when the holidays are over and the new semester starts.

1)the driving to college,
2)finding an empty parking space,
3)walking to the machine to buy a parking ticket,
4)walking back to my car to display it,
5)rushing to class because im already late.
6)i dont have that many friends in college
7)the assignments that needs to be done
8)trying to mix and get to know new people, which i am bad at, not that i dont want to, id love to, but im just bad at it.

9)i eat a lot as im awake for the majority of the time,
example: today only, i ate a nasi lemak, 2 roti canais, a big bag of doritos, a large BK fries and a homecooked dinner which consists of a plate of rice + 2 pieces of fried chicken.
this would mean i would gain back the kilos that ive lost during the holidays. grrr

10) most imprtantly, it disrupts the timing of my sleep.

=)

Reasons why i dislike when the holidays are over and the new semester starts.

1)the driving to college,
2)finding an empty parking space,
3)walking to the machine to buy a parking ticket,
4)walking back to my car to display it,
5)rushing to class because im already late.
6)i dont have that many friends in college
7)the assignments that needs to be done
8)trying to mix and get to know new people, which i am bad at, not that i dont want to, id loved to, but im just bad at it.

9)i eat a lot as im awake for the majority of the time,
example: today only, i ate a nasi lemak, 2 roti canais, a big bag of doritos, a large BK fries and a homecooked dinner which consists of a plate of rice + 2 pieces of fried chicken.
this would mean i would gain back the kilos that ive lost during the holidays. grrr

10) most imprtantly, it disrupts the timing of my sleep.

=)

ramblings.

sometimes, i feel like i am useless. i slouch around at home all day, doing nothing, lie on the bed, watch the telly, eat, sleep. i am sort of doing nothing productive at ALL. well, its supposed to be the holidays sometimes i tell myself, but somehow sometimes, i say to myself that im wasting my time away. i should be doing something good, something that can better me. but instead, i slouch, i snooze, and in the end, i am the one who lose out. i know that ill be saying this now, but tmrw, i will return back to the usual me, slouching and snoozing. i need a motivation for me to lead a productive life. anyone out there with any ideas ?

and sometimes, i just feel like im useless, plain useless. a liability instead of an asset. =(


can someone tell me that im not useless please ?

and im not included..

='(

after months of being away..

i am back on this blog again. i dont have much to say, as i dont have anything particular to talk about at this point of time. i am now currently on my holidays, after a few months of going to college, now it has ended and now its the point of time where it is the holiday. i will be on holiday till 27th of july and then my college life will start all over again, and i want it to be better than the previous semesters. i have to be more serious in my studies, if not im not going to achieve much in my life.

i am also in the search of a business to be involved in, in order for me to get some extra income, the monthly allowance my parents are giving me at the moment is insufficient for me, or maybe its the fact that i overspend a lot therefore the allowance given is not enough for me. therefore i will have to find something to do in order for me to gain some extra money. if not my savings account's balance will fall to zero by the time i graduated from uni.

another fact is that i am supposed to be continuing my studies in australia next semester. in fact i should be in australia by now by the earlier plans. but after deliberating and rethinking, i decided to head to australia next year in march, for then i'll have more time to spend and waste before i head off to aussie. and ill be finisihing off my studies over there which as for now, there are still 2 years remaining in my course. im heading off next feb/march maybe, therefore ill be there for one and a half years. and i hope to continue on with my masters, before i head out to endure my working life.

manchester united, the team that i supported since i know about the english premier league is coming to malaysia in a few days time. and i already bought the tickets and am uberly excited on the fact that i am going to watch them play live in front of my very own eyes. hoyeah baby. man utd here i come !

what elseee ?
cant think of anymore now. will post more bablings if i have any other stuffs to talk about.
laters =)

i am sorry.

if it is me, then i am offering my apology to you, i am really sorry.
but tell me what it is, so that i can make it right again,
for i do not know what is it that i had done wrong.

i am sorry. i really really am.
i am feeling guilty, as you're not the way you always are,
and i can sense it, for we have grown to know each other well.

this might infuriate you more, this might make you feel a bit more upset,
but i am truly in the dark, and perhaps i need to know,
and i want you back to the way you always are.

once again i am offering my sincerest apologies, for all that i have done wrong.
i am sorry, i really really am.